Final CHAPTER

Lama's POV:

I need to talk to him.. I really love children, and i wanted to be a mother.. But, i love nawaff. I adore him:') i just can't leave him for that kind of thing.. Right? 

So i texted him: 

Nawaf, Starbucks. At 6;30! See you;*

He replayed:

Sure!;*

Let's skip till 6:30?

I was waiting for him.. Ma3rf kaif bna9'r b3yonah.. M3rf kaif bgulah enaa ana a7baah w 3adi mabe babies. Bs musta7el y9dgne l2n y3rf eni a7b l'babies.

'Hii ya 7lwa' 

Omg, his face.. Pale. Sick. Aked ma akl shy mn ams.. 7bebi w galbee!

'Hi Nawaff' 

N: Kaifk?

Me: l7mdlla ent kaifk?

N: b5er damk b5er, b3'aiti shy? M7taja shy?

Me: la slamtk bs abe a7akek bshyy.

N: Smi?

Me: Nawaff.. Ana a7bk wallah w ma hmnii l3yal aham shy ent tkun m3i ya nawaf! Tkff-aa l-aa ttrknii nawwaf! Please.. 

N: I'm sorry bs bsh3r blthnb etha 5letk ttzwajeni Lama wallah hatha a7sn lk w ana mabi ela elzain lk ya j3l yomi gbl yomk ya b3d eldnya enti 

Me: Nawaf 7abibi el6b t6wr w kl shay lh 3laj 

He was about to speak but I shut him up with a hug.

Me: Nawaf mabi babies. Abik ent t'3neni 3n 3shren baby. I love you Nawaf.

Nawaf cried in front of me.

I was shocked.

Seeing your loved one cry in pain is hurtful I can't see him like this and do nothing, I have to do something.

Me: 7abibi

Me: galbi 

Me: 7ayati 

Me: baby 

Me: dnyti klha 

He looked at me with puffy eyes.

I kissed them softly.

He smiled.

N: Ma kan wdi tshoufeni b'hl 7alah

Me: You look so damn hot babe

I winked.

He laughed.

Ya j3l kl ayamk fra7<3

10 years.

Yes, 10.

Nawaf and I are married.

Me: Baby 5ayfaa

N: W ana jmbk t5afen? Afaa

Me: 6yb lw ma 6l3t 7aml? We've been waiting for a baby for the past 9 years 

N: I'm sorry

Uff I shouldn't have said that..

I kissed his cheek.

Me: you have nothing to do with it, etha rabi mou katb lna mar7 njeb w ana mst3da a3esh 6ool 3omri m3ak bdoun babies cause you're my baby

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Chapter 20

i was crying, not because of what i saw, but of what he said, he tried to calm me down, once i stopped crying, he started to tell me jokes so that i could laugh a little and forget about what happened,

after he left i tried to sleep, but i couldn't, i kept thinking about what he said, how could that be? i stayed up all night with no sleep just thinking about that one sentence that changed everything.

haya came to my room, there was some tears left from last night.

H: WAKE UP yallah we have a long day of shopping ahead!

Me: b3dain haya b3dain

my voice sounded weak

H: hw shfeek ya bent tklmy?

i told her everything, from A to Z

she started calming me down,

i got dressed and went out, i wanted to forgot about everything, about last night.

we were walking in oxford street, shopping, we spent hours just going in and out of stores with tons of bags, i was happy, i forgot all about it, but i saw him, while we were walking

once i saw him, i ran to him, dropping the bags on the floor, hugging him and crying i remembered what he said.

he hugged back, i looked up, i found a tear dropping from his eyes.

Nawaf's POV-

i couldn't help myself, i miss her, i feel so bad for what i did

i never wanted to hurt her, i wanted her to have a wonderful life, i wanted her to be a mom.. She adores children, i remembered while hugging her 'muteb', remember guys? Baby muteb? Wld e5ti? As in, wld a5oha?

*Flashback*

My love, and the rest of the family! Kanu yt3'don 3ndna.

He sat on her lap, on her pink Beautiful dress.. And he kept on showing her the pictures on his (Ipad)

Lama: Did u had fun?

Muteb: Yessss!! I loveeee Dubaaaai

Lama: I love you ya galbe

He kissed her.. Muteb LOVES Lama, and she loves him so much.

Lulu: (Sister) Yarabii ashofk shaylaa wldkk!

Lama looked at me while blushing:
Enshallah yarab

Lulu: Wsh btsmenah nshallahh? Nawaaaaaf;)

She blushed.:')<3

Me: Lw kan zoujha?

Lama: if 5la9 bro7 7mam

Trgee3 Lama.. Lol! I miss you...

*end of flashback*

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Chapter 19

Is that Nawaf??
And who is she ?!
I can't believe this!! He dumped me for her??
Once a jerk always a jerk.
9dg shay yghar!
He looked me in the eye, I quickly got up and ran to the elevator.
Suddenly I felt a strong hand wrapped around my wrist.
I turned around, it's him.
Me: Nawaf ykafi lw sama7t ba3d 3ani!!!!
I was crying.
Nawaf: Enti fahma '3ala6 let me explain
Me: explain what Nawaf??? Tra karamti ahm mn ay shay 5ala9 ykafi mani '3abya lthi eldaraja Allah yhanekm yarab.
I sighed.
He came closer..
Me: Nawaf ba3d please
I placed my hand in his chest, his heart beats were getting stronger by every second.
Nawaf: Lama wallah a7bk wallah
He kissed me.
I couldn't push him, not because he's strong, he just makes me weak.
Me: Nawaf
I tried pushing him.
He backed off.
Nawaf: Asff ma kan ga9di wallah mou ga9di ana asff bs I couldn't help it you look stunning.
I came closer and hugged him.
I can't help it wallah he makes me so weak.
Me: Nawaf ba3d 3ani please wallah ga3d tt3ebni 5ala9
Nawaf: 6yb let me take you to your room
We went inside my room.
He sat on the sofa and I sat next to him and placed my head on his shoulder.
He started playing with my hair.
Me: Nawaf please explain
Nawaf: T3rfen lesh 5a6abt?
Me: la
Nawaf: Awal shay knt mfakr ab3d 3ank w ansak bs wallah mou gadr!! Hatha elshay a7san lk w ana 3arf bs ma agdar, a7bk
Me: 6yb Lesh tsawi feni ketha Nawaf!!
Nawaf: Ma agdr a7rmk mn enk t9ereen om Lama ana mou anani lhathi eldaraja
I stayed silent.. And kept on thinking!
'Ma agdr a7rmk mn enk t9eren om?'
I started crying on his chest!
He hugged me so tight
I just can't talk!

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Chapter 18

Butterflies!

What does 'e9bri lma nrj3 elriyadh' means?
I smiled.
He hugged me and said:
Lazm a7akekf shy!
Me: Sure bs mta?
Nawaf: today, at 8 pm.. See u at the lobby
Me: ok! See you
Nawaf: Love you

What?

I smiled..

Anyways let's skip till 8pm
Nzlt l,lobby w lgaita

Nawaf: Hi
Me: Hello
Nawaf: nro7 ntmasha barra?
Me: Suree
Nawaf: ee kaifkk
Me: l7mdllah you?
Nawaf: el7mdllah

dg jwalaah.. (Galbi💙) is calling
What? Bswi nfsi ma shft
Nawaf: Dgega lazm ard
Me: S-ure

Nawaf: Hala
Nawaf: ee enshalla
Nawaf: atwg3 3nd eldrj eli jmb sreri
Nawaf: ok 7bebti
Nawaf: bye

What? :') 3adi 3nda mra ena y7akii 56ebta wla madri men gdami? Uffff i hate him!!!!!

Me: Ana bro7 ok! I need to go
Nawaf: e9bri! Let me explain
Me: explain what nawaf? I loved you so much.. W k2na ma 9ar shay bainaah. Nsaaitni w en9adamt b 56btkk w z3lttt w nsaait w ent rj3ttt w 7saait ena klshay rj3 w t9'ayagttt! Eb3dddd 3nii allah y3afeek w mabii ashoofkk nawaaaff!!!! Abdd
He stayed silent
His eyes turned red
N: t7sbbeni nsait?
Me: mmm
I looked at the floor with eyes full of tears.
He held my chin up.
Our eyes met, wait wait is he crying???
Me: Nawaf 7abibi it's okay
Opps..
N: Wsh glti??
Me: It's okay
I blushed
I placed my hands to wipe his tears.
When I finally accepted the fact that he's gone he comes back and ruins everything? I loved him with every bit of me.
I still love him and I'll always do.

Me: Nawaf explain
I sighed.
N: Ma ynf3 al7en shaklk ta3bana erta7i shway, I'll pick you up at 10 ok ya ba3d eldnya enti?
He placed his soft lips on my forehead.
I was blushing like crazy!!



I was applying the last touch of makeup, please me by Mac.
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I had to look perfect for... Him.
He's calling bsmellah.
Me: allo
N: allo Lama I'm sorry 5aleha mara thanya 9arli shay w ma agdar aji Asf 7abibtii
How could he?
N: Aloo
Me: Mafi mara thanya.
I shrugged.
N: Asfff wallah asff
I closed the line.
I'm not dealing with his sh*t anymore l'hena w bs.
I looked at myself in the mirror, I loved how I looked, my winged eyeliner was surprisingly perfect! well good job Lama!
I hade to go out, my eyeliner won't be as perfect next time.
9a7?
I took my balenciaga clutch and went to the elevator.

Typical Saudi girl jalsa ashouf elray7 w eljay lool


Is that Nawaf??
And who is she ?!